The music says it best

Today is one of those days when the only way to express what I'm feeling is with music. Some things are just too difficult to put into my own words. The journey I've been on for the past five months came to an official close this morning. In some ways, I was ready for it...but being ready for it, and being okay with it? Yeah, two entirely different things.

"If we had known our love would come to this,
we could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years.
Well, it’s been fun: what else can I say?
If the feeling’s gone, words won’t stop you anyway.

If being free is worth what you leave behind,
An’ if it’s too late for love to change your mind,
Then it’s goodbye time.

Goodbye, baby."

Goodbye Time by Blake Shelton